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Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Music: -



For all my readers,

who are wishful thinkers and avid dreamers.

Make a wish.

What do you have to lose, right? 
:) 

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Awkward stage of having new hair again.
Hairdresser was extremely chatty (but friendly) though.
He was the same age as I was, but he started lecturing me on his takes on relationships.
Dude, I've only known you for the past half hour.

It's all good though. Interesting guy haha

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Sorry I am without a proper post again today. 

It was my day off from work and school but I feel tired nonetheless. 

I've been running on a maximum of about 5 hours of sleep every night now. 
It's not that I don't want to sleep, I just can't. 

Active minds, you know haha

Until another time and day perhaps. 





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Sunday, February 7, 2010

Music: On Top Of The World - Boys Like Girls



Pretty much. 
I guess so. 

Until another intense night.

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I'm craving almost all the things in the world.
This is annoying and honestly, quite hard to go through. 
Sigh.

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I cannot do this. I cannot write.

I feel handicapped. And honestly, I'm at the brink of having a panic attack. I can feel it coming, the shortness of breath, how the room spins, losing control of myself.

Diversity diversity diversity.

I feel like sitting outside, with a cup of tea and an ash tray,
staring into the heavens hoping for some kind of revelation.

Diversity diversity diversity.

There is NO way I'm getting accepted anytime soon :(

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Oh and just so you know,


heee :D




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Saturday, February 6, 2010

Music: Linger - The Cranberries

Thursday night 

Was TimeOut KL at Zouk last Thursday. The boys and I decided to attend it this month because I absolutely LOVED it when I went last month.

Night started off rough. We were late and I wasn't sure of the way there. A LOT of pressure in the car in the midst of all the laughter. Some of us were hungry. I was just really worried that the boys wouldn't be able to get in because one was Adrian and the other was Andrew, Eric's brother, who was even younger! Tsk.

Anyway, arrived there at about 9ish? All of us entered without any problems except Adrian who did not get a stamp on his hand and the bouncers kept making a fuss over him until I think he got really afraid. I was pretty frustrated with the entire scenario because I had planned to stay for a bit for Yugi's farewell and Adrian would not be able to enter the clubs. Pffft. But in the end, he managed to get in and we got to sneak him in to Phuture and Zouk where we spent most of our time.

The show was good though, but I felt last month was so much better! The line up wasn't too bad, some were really hilarious! I hope the boys had a good time because I didn't really ask them. They seemed like it though. I don't know haha.

Anyway we hung around after the show just to dance and drink a little bit. Partied with an entire new group of people was kinda odd, especially since I was the only girl. Sigh. Still had a lot of fun though!

 
Driving all the way to KL to party. 

Troublesome kiddo sigh!

The only one out of the three who danced haha!

 
Andrew


The one who was gonna be driving all the way to Penang the next day.
Sigh/Wow?

 
Me!
Ignore Eric's CMI face ;p




 
Snoop and gang aye!

Senior & Junior.
Aww hahaha!

 
They only sat around. 


 

  

Danced, danced and danced! 

Left early this time because I had to bring the boys home. Some of them, I can tell, were kinda bored. It was my fault partially because they're not the kind who'd party. Sigh. Sorry guys! Next time, we won't club k. Just show and probably some supper. Food's their thing, somehow. 


Kok Seng took over the wheel on the way home. Thanks for driving home, KS! :) 

Back home close to 2am after dropping everyone done. I was exhausted. Still, had some energy left in me for some pictures because I loved how my make up turned out that night!




Alright done! 

Back to continuing with my applications today!




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Friday, February 5, 2010

Music: -


Going to beddd.

More updates, tomorrow. 
Or more realistically, in the days to come. 

:) 




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Wednesday, February 3, 2010









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Music: Hello Seattle (Remix) - Owl City

I don't think I'll be blogging the rest of the day, so one small post squeeze right here, because I'm feeling giddily happy.

Drunk on good tunage. Ever had that happen to you before? No? You have no idea what you're missing out on.

 
 I need a haircut. 
ASAP. 

I feel like a dog that hasn't been groomed in a while. Hm. Just a haircut. I'm saving up my money this month for something much more monumental! :) 

Going to work in a bit. 


ps: i HATE credit cards. Hate hate hateeeeeee :( 





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Music: Blah Blah Blah - Kesha ft. 3Oh!3

My entire post just got completely wiped out.

I hate this.

So no elaborations. Brief words because I'm rushing to continue studying for this stooooopid test tomorrow. Ugh.

Thank you, Garrick for running all over the place with me this afternoon just to get my tattoo which I ended up not getting yet. Had so many mixed opinions on what, how, where, why I should do it. But my mind's pretty much concretely set up on how I want it to be and yes, I know the answers to all the questions above already. What I didn't know was how it was such a big deal to get one up until appointments had to be made and designs discussed up to the finest detail. I thought it was "just like any other piercing" :\


But, thank you either way! I'll call you when I'm really going to do it. Be my moral support alongside my lollipop haha.

At night, fulfilled the long postponed ice-cream Tuesday at Swensen's.

Tuesday's are half-off, did you know?
:)

I love their shrooms. 
No kidding. 

Diggin' in! 

O hai :)

Our clean finish. 

Next, we stopped by ss15 to rescue Snoop. His car got towed again for the second time! So unlucky. Traveled all the way to the towing compound to make sure it was there haha. But he can only get it back tomorrow. 

So we mamaked, lah. 

Er happy? 

Sleepy.
Aw past your bedtime, kiddo. 

In an avid discussion about...DotA. 
Sigh. 

Karyn and CJ dropped by to join us later. Laughed alot, of course. 

Fail camwhore in the backseat. 

Messsyy hair.
I blame the humidity. 

"Jizzed in my pants.."
HAHAHAHA. 

And my favvvvvv,

WIN! 

Alright, that's it. Tomorrow is test and work. I'm so lazy already.






I'm so tired of trying to prove myself. I don't have the strength to beat myself up anymore. You're not gonna change your mind, are you? I say I don't expect and I say I forgive. If only you'd not be the idiot to believe all of it. I expect, I don't forgive and I care. I care every hour, every day. I care too much, I care without bounds. You got me good.

You win; you've always had. 




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