Music: Love Story - Taylor Swift
I'm amazed at how people get over things so easily. For me, personally, it's such a struggle- a daily struggle. It's the first thing I think of when I wake, and the last before I sleep. I can't seem to get it out of my system, despite being so overly busy.
I hate the way some things just come flooding back to you all at once. If you're lucky, you get it in small waves, but on other days, they just hit you without warning. I was driving home just now and I had the opposites car light in my eyes. I looked away and suddenly this whole chunk of memory just came washing in so quickly, I couldn't even stop to keep myself from thinking. They weren't just vague scenes, but vivid images of everything I've been trying to get away from. They felt so real to me to a point where I could remember not just the felt of things, but also the exact taste and smell.
Of course, it came as fast as it left.
I miss my antidote. The one person who showed me how to smile. The one person who unfortunately, is millions of miles away.
