Music: Near To You - A Fine Frenzy
Can I just freaking give up?
No. I can't.
Reason being is because I'm stubborn. So stubborn to a point where I exhaust and frustrate myself. Maybe the debate now is should I push myself or should I not?
It just gets agitating when I find myself at a dead end. I refuse to accept the fact that I can't do it because something somewhere inside me tells me I can.
So I drive myself to tears and anger over it. Is it even worth all my effort? Or maybe it's time I succumb to my weaknesses. Everybody is made different right? I shouldn't beat myself up over something like this.
I swear, Chemistry will be the death of me.
