One of my all time favourite songs in the world. I swear it never gets old and right now, it just speaks volumes about where I'm at.
It's one of those moments where you feel so stifled by everything and everyone around you, that you just want to leave. It's not the first time I've felt this way. Probably won't be the last either. It just seems like there's nothing left to be accomplished here. I've seen it all, tasted it all, felt it all. I'm sick of the lifestyle, of the people, of the routines. I just want to get out.
A-DE-LI-NAWhat if I was born a Korean?
Today was day 1 of examinations for me. Fortunately for me, I only have two final paper to sit for.
I remember waking up with this nagging pain in my temples. I figured it would go away after a little while. My eyes felt tired. I had to force myself to stay awake. Needless to say, I felt really lethargic. Not the best state to be in when you have a Chemistry paper just waiting to be annihilated.
For some reason, the roads were really clear this morning. So me and my mom had a really interesting but somewhat stupid conversation trying to figure out why was it so empty. Arrived early on campus. Crammed more Chemistry nonsense into my already worn out brain. Finally got into the hall with a fear that was so overwhelming. I notice how I only get these fears when I really want to do well.
My fingers were trembling slightly as I scribbled my name down on the multiple sheets of paper. I waited in anticipation to open the paper, dying to know what it has in store for me. When I finally got to open it, my eyes darted from on end of the page to another, as if trying to read every single question simultaneously.
I took a deep breathe and gathered some form of composure for myself. There's no rush, you've got 2 hours. And the rest is history.
Exited the hall feeling half liberated (Advertising paper tomorrow) Got to find out that I've already committed some pretty silly mistakes. (Omg it's propane, not pentane!) But it's a bit too late for regrets now.
My score this semester will be utterly disappointing. Another item of disappointment I can add to my already extended list of disappointments. Such joy.
I remember waking up with this nagging pain in my temples. I figured it would go away after a little while. My eyes felt tired. I had to force myself to stay awake. Needless to say, I felt really lethargic. Not the best state to be in when you have a Chemistry paper just waiting to be annihilated.
For some reason, the roads were really clear this morning. So me and my mom had a really interesting but somewhat stupid conversation trying to figure out why was it so empty. Arrived early on campus. Crammed more Chemistry nonsense into my already worn out brain. Finally got into the hall with a fear that was so overwhelming. I notice how I only get these fears when I really want to do well.
My fingers were trembling slightly as I scribbled my name down on the multiple sheets of paper. I waited in anticipation to open the paper, dying to know what it has in store for me. When I finally got to open it, my eyes darted from on end of the page to another, as if trying to read every single question simultaneously.
I took a deep breathe and gathered some form of composure for myself. There's no rush, you've got 2 hours. And the rest is history.
Exited the hall feeling half liberated (Advertising paper tomorrow) Got to find out that I've already committed some pretty silly mistakes. (Omg it's propane, not pentane!) But it's a bit too late for regrets now.
My score this semester will be utterly disappointing. Another item of disappointment I can add to my already extended list of disappointments. Such joy.