I lived through my first ever History test.
I spent a lot of money today, on things I think I'm much better off without. But they make me feel different. Surreal almost. Isn't that nice for a change?
6 whole bucks on parking because I was late for the darn History test. Panicked all the way up to the 12th floor.
I swear my hands were shaking from the nerve and er, the cold. I had a million and one facts swimming around in my head. Johnson, Williams, Hayes, Pendleton. I had them mixed up. I could feel my heart in my throat.
The moment I sat down to face question 1, relieve washed over me because it was a repeat question from the previous semesters! And I'd read it :) Gathered composure and managed to complete the paper just on time. Not quite sure about the essay though :\
The rest of the day was spent wasting time, literally. I found out my friend lost 18kg's in 2 months. I'm more than envious. I'm dangerously jealous. Am now currently contemplating a crash diet.
Met up with Karyn after classes. Or after I skipped Malaysian Studies. I couldn't go through it without a storybook. Went back to my place and gambled. Crazy woman squeezed 10 bucks out of me.
After that, went to Parade because she wanted to have a Caesar Salad. I had the car for the day. I love having it :)
Futsal got canceled in the evening. I was so looking forward to it. Maybe next week.
It's gonna be an insane weekend for me. What with multiple assignments due on Monday itself. I'm gonna need quite a number of caffeine pills and red bulls probably.
In my short lifetime here, I have been labeled a numerous amount of things. Today, the words came all within the span of half an hour. Every degrading term in the dictionary. Insulting and hurtful. Honestly, I never thought I was worth enough to be actually called any of it. Life surprises you at times, doesn't it? After a couple of worthwhile shouts over the receiver, I gave in. You can't change the world, can you?
I just called to say, "what's wrong" tonight, but it’s the same thing as every time. You’re pissed, saying I’m a prick and a liar and a fake.
Mmm the rain,
the only thing that holds the most reality for me.
Mmm the rain,the only thing that holds the most reality for me.