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Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Music: Tonight - FM Static

It was never about me.

Just, you. You looked at me and reminded me again that whatever you saw didn't deserve any time or effort. I wasn't worth any time or effort.

I never fully grasped that because at one point, I thought it was about me. I read in between the lines and rummage through your words to find any hint that it might have been about me.

It never has been, has it?

I wish I had you now, like I've had you before. I could have thought of him and still feel no hurt simply because I had your voice in my ears. Now the only I have are strings of possibilities and a lot of maybe's. They don't suffice.