As I write this, the music blasts and collides in my ears. Their lyrics horribly sound and terribly relatable. Not this song in particular, but it's one of the many.
It's one of those times where I feel determined. Not for success, not for excellence. But for survival. Proving that I can live through this; again.
It's been a long time coming, and I've been stuck in this emotional roller coaster ride too long. Proves my survival already, doesn't it?
The jealousy is so intense. The anger so strong. And the hurt, so deep. I can't afford to go through it, take a hiatus, and replay it all over again. I'll lose myself by the end of it, that I'm sure of.
I'm done pinning blames. Screwing you for being insensitive, unappreciative. Is there a point to it? No. We all know that. God, to think of all the things I've done for you. Well at least I know I gave it all I had and perhaps even more.
This is for you. Like a star, you played it so well :) It's too bad I couldn't match up.
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On a much lighter note,
What an awesome capture.
Tell me what you meant when you said you missed me,
tell me how you felt when you dared to kiss me.
Tell me what you meant when you said you missed me,
tell me how you felt when you dared to kiss me.