I am so tired. I always am after working the closing shift at the store.
It was a weird day. Of really frightening dreams and even creepier encounters. To put it shortly, it was not a good day. Just really unlucky for me :(
SAD SAD.
It's going to be hard to fall asleep again when my mind is just racing with so many thoughts. I miss a couple of people right now and I wish I was a part of their lives again. I wish I was there the day after incidents happen, was there to offer words of encouragement. But I'm far from that. How do you come to terms with losing the people that once meant the world to you?
And once again, like so many times before, you are unreachable. But I'm not giving up; yet.
It still feels like yesterday she was in his front seat, cruising down 79, listening to Seether and Amy Lee on his iPod. He had his sunglasses on, and he offered her his as well. The sunlight glared but they were finally there. The 4th of July, celebrated in his presence. And they watched as fireworks decorated the warm summer night. Laying in the hot tub in his back yard, as hot chocolate and marshmallows filled their insides. Then he invited her back to his room. “How’s that for a back rub?” “There’s your birthday present.”