I am so fazed.If I were to go for a medical test this very moment, I am quite sure I'd fail it. The chemicals pumping through my veins right now, you can only imagine.
BUT, there will be a point and outcome to all these abuse. I'll make sure of it.
My to-do list is jumbled. I don't know which is supposed to come first and what's next. I don't even think I'm thinking straight because my brain seems to be in a haywire. I'm sleepy but the caffeine says don't sleep.
STRESSSSEEEEDDDDDD
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I'm sort of getting back into the routine of things. Hit, hit, hit -- run. Over and over and over again like a broken record.
I am here. I'll be here.
You'll only die, if a part of me eventually gets numb and dies.
Lie. Use. Ignore. Run. Hang up. Give up. That's what you do best, isn't it?
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Dinner and mamak session was one awfully self-enhancing experience. I guess it's a rare chance where I get to transition between 2 different groups of people and converse about deeper, mind boggling subjects.
Analogy #1: It's like cheese and rice. Bake the cheese on the rice and the cheese melts into the rice. Try removing the cheese and eventually it'll come to a point where you can't get the cheese out without removing the rice as well.
Analogy #2: There are 5 steps. I'm on step 2, and I still feel miserable. Hence, I scramble back and will never land on step 5.
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Nothing makes sense because I don't think it's supposed to? My jittery hands dictate where my fingers fall on the keyboard, hence the reason why I cannot seem to end this post.
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I'm so sorry readers! :\ It's been a rough week for me.
BUT, there will be a point and outcome to all these abuse. I'll make sure of it.
My to-do list is jumbled. I don't know which is supposed to come first and what's next. I don't even think I'm thinking straight because my brain seems to be in a haywire. I'm sleepy but the caffeine says don't sleep.
STRESSSSEEEEDDDDDD
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I'm sort of getting back into the routine of things. Hit, hit, hit -- run. Over and over and over again like a broken record.
I am here. I'll be here.
You'll only die, if a part of me eventually gets numb and dies.
Lie. Use. Ignore. Run. Hang up. Give up. That's what you do best, isn't it?
---
Dinner and mamak session was one awfully self-enhancing experience. I guess it's a rare chance where I get to transition between 2 different groups of people and converse about deeper, mind boggling subjects.
Analogy #1: It's like cheese and rice. Bake the cheese on the rice and the cheese melts into the rice. Try removing the cheese and eventually it'll come to a point where you can't get the cheese out without removing the rice as well.
Analogy #2: There are 5 steps. I'm on step 2, and I still feel miserable. Hence, I scramble back and will never land on step 5.
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Nothing makes sense because I don't think it's supposed to? My jittery hands dictate where my fingers fall on the keyboard, hence the reason why I cannot seem to end this post.
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I'm so sorry readers! :\ It's been a rough week for me.