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Sunday, January 31, 2010

Music: Opportunity To Cry - Priscilla Ahn

Do I look fierce? :\

It's been a long day and I've been having weird dreams lately. Most of them circle around death, accidents, injuries and things that are "out of this world".

I'm freaked.

Then while doing my homework, I stumbled upon a website that tells you who you were in your previous life. Apparently, I was an undertaker. Explains my superstitions and why I'm so scared when it comes to horror movies right? :\

I need to get rid of this nasty things. I'm frightened to even fall asleep because when I dream, it feels so real and I wake up with this searing headache from all the crazy brain activity. 

Gah. 

Philosophy isn't helping. I have to wrap my mind around warped ideas and try to make some sense from them. Not only that, I have to debate about it, trying to convince the rest of the class to believe that nothing in this world is real and it is only all based on their perception, which in real reality, is false. 

Wtheck. 

It is evident: I am exhausted, mentally. Brain is drained out of any juice and it's currently just floating in an empty space. Dried. Fried even. 

One good thing that has happened. I have so many new songs :))))) Joshua Radin & Priscilla Ahn to accompany me while I continue killing myself. So blissfully indulgent :) See I can't stop smiling. 


Have a good week everybody.



I played pretend between the trees, 
and fed my houseguests bark and leaves, 
and laughed in my pretty bed of green.
I had a dream that I could fly from the highest swing.
I had a dream.