Music: Need You Now - Lady Antebellum
Someday, when I'm living on my own in a studio apartment downtown in a big metropolitan, I will have a pet. I'm not sure if it's going to be a dog or a cat. But it must have four legs and soft fur for me to sink my hands in. Maybe a big dog so I can go running with it, or cry in the middle of the night with it.
Someday.
Admittedly, I'm not in the best of moods today. But I have so many things to do that I cannot afford to just lie in bed the entire day. As much I'd really like to pick my novel back up and not do anything else for the rest of the day, I can't. I have a million and one other tasks to run after.
Gah, I just want to send everything in and stop worrying about it already.
I'll live through this week.
I had one of the worst nightmares last night and woke up crying at 3 in the morning. I seriously freaked myself out with it. And it wasn't just like I got misty eyed or something. I was actually shaking really badly from crying because of the dream.
I don't know what's going on with my body. It's all these accumulated stress or something. It gets so frustrating though :(
I need some happy pills. Or, shots of fun adrenaline. Just anything to take this dark cloud that's looming above me away.
