The weekend has been amazing and I've thoroughly needed all the fun it held after going through such a stressful week.
I think, cumulatively, I've only gathered about 20 hours of sleep within the past week. So on average, that would be 4 hours every night (not including the weekend). That's how I fell sick and also end up looking worse than a corpse.
After my horrible Econs test on Friday, I came home and knocked out right after securing plans for the evening. Initially wanted to party at some club, but not many were game for that so we settled for shisha out of Subang.
Friday
Hartamas Square and Damai til 3 in the morning. First time I had both my college mates and high school friends together. It was kinda hard balancing out but they basically just chatted within their own groups hahaha. It was cool though spending the earlier part of the night at Hartamas. Been a while since I last went there.
Jojo was unsatisfied because he didn't any good shisha.You should've seen the look on his face! Super unhappy hahaha. So I decided to bring them down to Damai in KL to try the shisha there. That was nearly 1am but we needed good shisha yes yes?
Jo and I on lemon mint and honeydew peach.
Recommended by the shisha guy haha
Jen tagged along as well.
:( small eyes.
Adrian's wishing upon a falling star hahaha
Jo, why is your expression like that?
So we ordered a pot of mint tea and the teacups that came with were super cute.
Fancy a cuppa tea, anyone? :)
Amir came with! :)
Everyone looking happy despite it being so late.
The night turned out awesome. We sat under the rain, catching glimpses of the skyscrapers that decorated the KL night sky. Got lightheaded from the shisha and sipped on tea. It was super chilling where we could sit with out feet crossed up on the chairs and talked about utter nonsense.
Doing this again soon!
Saturday
Slept in and lazed around at home. It's been a while since I got to do that. Woke up with a fever in the morning as well sigh.
Come evening, some of us followed Kok Seng to his friend's pool party at her house. She had a massive place to live in! It was gorgeous and oh so very decadent. The entire house was very lavish. Huge paintings on the wall, heavy sofas and all the golden ceiling pieces at every corner. Not forgetting the chandelier and balconies. I was speechless.
Here's the pool outside.
Kok Seng and Nisrin,
the birthday girl.
Boys will be boys.
It started to rain again after they were done swimming. So we moved in to the patio where there were tables and started to play some drinking games. It was the only one time I've seen Kok Seng drink so much! Crazy!
Obviously, Raymond died first.
They both got so red.
Jo like a tomato!
Our cans of beer.
Only got home around 4am. Was super tired after the night of excessive laughter and beer. Perhaps another party again next weekend! :)
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Tell me how to cope with death.
A part of me has died and I don't know how to deal with me losing myself.
I used to be the kind of girl that had dreams and goals. I used to be able to see myself in 5 years and I could smile at my achievements. I had ambitions. I knew exactly what to say, which floor to be at, my type of desk, my outfit, the place I would live in.
They all had success branded on.
But tonight, I am unsure. I am rocky and unstable.
Help me find my way back home.
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Aren't you done with me? Aren't you done using me?
You've ruined everything I ever loved. Everything I held dear to me. You've turned me against you. I can't even care for you anymore.
You were my best friend. You knew the secrets I kept from the world. You've held my fears, tasted my tears. Don't make me hate you. Don't ruin us. Don't turn whatever I have left of you into something so ugly; hideous.
Lie to me if you have to. Ignore me and shelter me from the truth. I'd rather keep the you I'd imagined to be than to find out after so long what you're really made of.
I feel cheated and helpless.
I only run away.