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I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.
Let's just freeze time and not move on with life. I'd lay in silence as long you're next to me. We don't have to say a word. Let the darkness change to light and back to night again and we don't have to move because we're there and we have each other.
This is so hard for me. Knowing there's nothing I can do to stop everything from happening. Knowing all you will do is send me pictures of the sunrise from the east coast while I sit alone on west. We're so far away and all I am privileged enough to get are text messages from you that feel so distant.
I don't know if I am angry or thankful for the past weekend. If none of that had happened, I wouldn't have to go through this. Sometimes, I just want to pin the blame on you for not even thinking about the consequences of your actions. But when I think of it again, I'd think of the things I'd give up just to have that weekend with you again.
I don't know which would hurt more: to hold on or to forget.
