I've been having too much of a good time this week.
So much fun that I'm pretty much broke D:
It's a good thing I'm coming home next week hm? Sigh. I hate not having money. But then again, who doesn't? Stupid statement.
Anyway, another meme :)
Day 08 — A photo that makes you angry/sad
This was a really hard one for me. Really. I spent about half an hour looking for the right picture and finally just decided to use this.
I know they look really happy and blissful and perfect in the picture but it makes me sad. Am I bitter sad? Not really. Am I jealous sad? Not that either. I guess just sad sad.
A lot of things make me sad though. Like roadkill. Wars. Or abandoned puppies. Lost love.
Why does this picture make me sad? I'm not quite sure. Maybe it is lost love. I've been really skeptical about this entire human relationship. Maybe it's just because I'm scarred by a million different things that has got to do with love that I simply have nothing to believe in it anymore.
How can you tell someone that has burnt herself playing with fire to continue playing with it as if it wouldn't hurt? Simple enough to understand, yes?
So why? Why should I continue to burn myself when I can turn away from it.
Maybe I am sad because some hearts get lucky while others struggle and some don't even get it. Maybe I am sad because I wish I could take a picture like that. Or maybe I am sad because after that shot was taken, the two beautiful people in it decide to give up on love as well. Or perhaps I am sad because I miss the people I could share those picture perfect moments with.
Either way, I'm sad.