Rad curls.
1. Feel good songs make me feel really good. And somewhat inspired. If I were to pick a permanent lover, it'd have to be music, regardless of genre or era. Think about it. It gives you the same emotional feelings as another half would. Cries, smiles. I'd just marry music.
2. I don't really know what I'm doing. My friends are so right about me. I have no idea how to handle myself and the people around me. I have no idea why I did that or what I was trying to prove by doing it. I guess it's true: I do like playing with fire.
3. Some days I feel great about us. And then there are days where I know that this is just a passing phase. Another person that comes and will eventually leave. How sad is that?
4. Nicki Minaj ftw.
5. Twirled my hair up in a bun before leaving the house. Came home, untied it and allowed the surprising curls to just tumble down. Gave it a little run through with my fingers and it looked gorg. Gah this love/hate thing between my hair and I.
6. Watched this makeover show on MTV. Teared up because it was so sweet. I miss on going on real dates. Dressing up and eating out instead of sweats and just take out Chinese. There's always the excitement of the first date. All the effort and constant apologies because you're so afraid of saying the wrong thing. Somewhere along the way, this was lost and it saddens me.