I am confused. Yes, more often than not, I am left in an utter state of confusion and dilemma. It's not weird that you'll find me having. I was never a decisive individual. Never let me decide where to eat or what to do next, because hey, I can never make my mind. Heck, it takes me at least 3 different shirts to finally decide what I would wear to Chemistry tuition. Of course, the very bad experience with wardrobe malfunctions has thought me well when it comes to picking an appropriate outfit.
As I am once again writing to you all readers out there, I am pinned down with some difficult questions and decisions to make. Most of them regarding school. I used to think I was someone that already knew what I wanted. I wouldn't have the problem of not being able to decide what to do thus enrolling in some silly Pre-U course or entering Form 6 just to give me more time to think. (No offence to those taking these courses now) It's sad to say that I am in such a position now. There are only probably 2 things I know for sure and that is: where I want to go and what I intend to major in.
It's just frustrating that there are so many different routes to get to where I ultimately want to be. While some may think this route is the best, others may beg to differ. I am caught in between. I'm constantly haunted by the thought of regretting what I pick or feeling uncomfortable with the option I chose. It's so hard to tell which is the best because there are so many factors surrounding it. On top of that, time is running out and now I regret being so complacent before this. It's time to focus and to get some things cleared out. I just wished everything was in black and white instead of gray.
Well, that was my set of rambling for the day. As stated in my previous post, I was able to hang out with Karyn and Gordan today! But before that, I went to Giant with my mom and did grocery shopping. I looove grocery shopping for some odd reason. I mean the whole idea of picking out what you need for yourself is pretty darn cool. You get to browse through the different brands of detergent and then pick out the freshest looking apples. I'm such a mom. Another guilty pleasure and a secret of mine; going to the stationary section. The excitement I get from looking at stationary and books is almost scary. I don't know. They make me happy and they make me feel like I'm 7 again. The colour pencils, the pretty looking notebooks. I'm a freak, I know.
Pyramid was pretty good. Initial movie plans were canceled because I had to be home early. Boo. Instead, I accompanied the two while they did their shopping. Without a doubt, Karyn spent the most. And the worst part is, she cornered me into indulging in something! Yes, I got a 30 ringgit tee from CatchUp. FREE HUGS :)
I won't start to get into what she purchased. Sore subject, right?
Headed over to AC after that for some pool. Lisa is right. That game is addictive especially once you start to get hang of it. It's gonna be a bad habit for me to pick up once I start college.
Leaving to Cambodia in 5 days. I've got to start packing and sorting things out for the trip. I'm hoping it'll be a blast and an awesome experience for me again.
PHOTO OF THE DAYPoor, poor octopus :(