I'm fighting my inner demons at the moment. My thoughts are a mess and judgments are in an even poorer state. I'm so confused, scared and craving the wrong kind of reliever.
It'll take a while until I manage to crawl out of this hole I'm in. A hole I dug for myself.
On a less depressing note, my Sunday was average. I lost my voice and I ate wontons for lunch. Favourite kind of dumplings.
One more week of holidays left before I go back into college mode. Mundane really.
To face another waking moment,to struggle to find the beauty in the letdowns and breakdowns,
how terrifying it must be
to come face to face with your incompetency.