Music: Tears & Pain - James Blunt
I think I'm amazing.
So amazing that I managed to actually kill a friendship in just one single weekend. It didn't take countless arguments or stubbornness to break it, it just took me. Me and my stupidity.
I should have known better than to put myself in that position. I should have stopped thinking when I had the chance to. But it's late to regret because the damage's done. The worse thing is I should have listened to her instead of myself. Treat him as nothing and expect nothing. You know how they usually tell you trust your instincts? Mine just seems to deceive me countless times over.
So bravo, I'm stuck in this mess now, taking the coward's way out. Nothing new or surprising to me. Despite all this, at least I'm assured that I'll make it. I know I'll manage.
At least I'll be going to bed earlier tonight. No more pointless competitions, no more 3 in the mornings. Things will return to it's default soon enough.
