I feel as though there should be more imagery in my posts.
I have been feeling as excited as the weather lately- which really, isn't exciting at all. On the contrary, for those of you who do know, the weather has been rather dull. I'm feeling morose and just basically low in spirits.
I suppose it's just how things have been crumbling down one after another before my eyes. Nothing is picture perfect anymore. Then again, when have they been? See, I'm even mentally debating with myself already. Prove of near insanity? Perhaps.
The workload at college has been overwhelming, which is the of the norm. God, has it been hectic for me. I don't think I can even afford to slack anymore. I can't watch this crumble as well. I've lost too much just within the past week itself, it's scares me.
It is deja vu all over again for me. I feel as if I'm caught in a horrid vicious cycle. Much like the cycle Buddhists and Hindus believe in. The one where they are always in a desperate attempt to obtain nirvana (yeah, too much Moral Studies). Anyway, I feel as though I'm trapped in one of those. I wish things would end up differently. I wouldn't mind change just for once.
I wouldn't hit rewind, had I the choice to.
I don't want you in the past or the future, just the present.
Live for the moment, shall we?
I don't want you in the past or the future, just the present.
Live for the moment, shall we?