Music: Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
"Real" update later maybe.
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3.47
Disappointment after disappointment, right? That's all there is to look forward to.
Have I gotten my head up in the clouds for far too long? I think I have.
I've fooled around long enough. I can't mess this one up too. I can't afford to.
I'd do anything to gain back my sense of security and assurance again. I can't stand things being vague anymore. It's certainty I need and confirmation.
It's the only thing I'm living for. The only thing that's left that I actually put hope in. I can't let that slip away as well.
