Music:-
I need new songs. I miss the feeling of smiling while a tune plays just because you find so much satisfaction or relation to it.
I drove home one evening, crossing the flyover entering my residential area. The roads were heavy with traffic, but that was the least of my worries. It was that during that hour, where the sun looked full. It was red, swollen and whole-- sinking slowly into the horizon. I don't remember what song it was the radio was playing but I couldn't find a moment more perfect simply because the song seemed to be an echo of my mind. All the time, I had this stupid smile plastered on but I felt happy :)
And I realized it's moments like these that I should live for. The simplest form of happiness I can find instead of trying to look for it in all the wrong places.
Independence. I should start to embrace it sometime soon. People come and people go. The only reason why I've been so shaken down is because change started to happen. And as usual, none of us are good with change. It turns into difference, which leads to confusion. That renders all the helplessness in us.
I've tried every trick in the book, read it from cover to cover. I've tried playing strong, and I've tried being weak. Yet, it's amazing how the effort I put in ultimately amounts to 2 brief sentences that account for nothing. I'm just waiting for the light bulb to go off and this blurred vision is made clear again.
Dreams. What blurs the line between reality and fantasy? I've got my head up in the clouds but my feet grounded on the floor the same time. Which do I put my faith in? The hope that anything can happen or the knowledge that practicality overthrows reverie.
Backstreet boys played this morning on my way to class. At least that made my day.
