Music: Superhuman - Chris Brown ft. Keri Hilson
I really wish this week would just fly by.
But then again, I wish the entire year would just disappear before my eyes. Barely over the first month and I'm thinking the worst of the "new year". Always glass half empty for me.
I'm one day shy of two weeks. Our magic number. Your indifference is starting to take it's toll on me. God it's hard to live on like this. Right now, I'll compromise for anything. Anything to convince me that I'm not entirely forgotten. And if I am, how I wish I had your strength, because even though I've summoned everything I have from the inside, you're far from forgotten. It's the same routine. Silent nights, haunting images and bloodshot eyes. Give me a way to put an end to this.
Productive day. Went shopping and gotten almost everything I wanted for the upcoming festivities. Tomorrow, I'm gonna drag mom along and get me that long flowy pretty dress :)
Other than that, I've gotten myself a hand wrapped planner and I'm proud of the hours I've labored over it. It's interesting and it's exactly the way I wanted it to be. Couldn't be more pleased really.
Driving to college tomorrow. God of all coveted parking spaces, please reserve a convenient parking spot for me. Amen.
