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Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Music: -

Flights.

KUL - SIA - NRT - SFX - DEN

Time.

8 hours. 7 hours. 12 hours. 2 hours.

I never thought I'd ever find myself like this. I thought only holes in stomachs existed but now there is one where my heart used to be.

It's not so much the infidelity or the dishonesty. I guess for me it would be the capability. The capability to hurt to this extent with no feeling of remorse or guilt. The robbing someone of their dignity and self-worth, leaving them with perpetually nothing.

I cannot seem to wrap my mind around it. They are so atrocious and you were the last person on earth I would ever even deem capable of planning, much less executing something of this nature. That's why I gave my heart to you. 

How? Why?

I give in.

Someone, fix me.