I really want the weather to cool down. I'm sick of summer and the cheap thrills or frills that come with it. I want the comfort of long sleeves, frozen fingers and stuffed nose in the mornings. Walking with my head tilted down as if the shoes on my feet have suddenly turned into the most interesting thing in the world.
"Sweet Gemini, look closely at those building friendships - someone could have a jealous streak and will try to block your way to happiness. Your sixth sense will work well on Thursday to get rid of any irritability in your life. Good news about a possible move to a new area gets you in high spirits."
If only my sixth sense would've worked last night. But then again, I don't think I've ever had a sixth sense when it came to dealing supreme assholes of the world. I feel as if I'm jinxed and the only people I seem to draw towards me and those lacking hearts or guts.
I need a change in scenery. I'm so tired of dealing with accusations that paints a false picture of me. I'm not that kind of person. Yet somehow, the more I say it, the more I believe that maybe, just maybe, I am. It's kind of a self-discovering process, writing this entry. Maybe I am living in denial and maybe I am exactly the kind of person you think I am.
Friday the 13th has turned out wonderfully for me-- unlucky. I can't seem to shake this feeling out of me. This sinking feeling I have inside me that in turn makes me want to punch something or someone, more specifically.
You are certified asshole. A genuinely qualified pedophile too. Why can't you just grow up and admit to your mistakes. Or not, just live in ignorance. I wasn't gonna say anything, so why did you have to?! It wouldn't hurt to just think sometimes. God, I don't even know you but I know if I ever see you again, it will hurt-- for you.
I initially intended this post to be vague and much more melodramatic. But I'm just angry and tired and sick of all the drama that entails everywhere I go. I can't do this anymore!
On a much lighter note, I will be moving in to my new apartment tomorrow. And I have a streak of pink in my hair right now.
:)