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I don't know if any of you have ever had that sinking feeling deep in the back of your gut. It's so deep under you but the feeling spreads throughout your entire being, reflecting in everything you do and nothing you do or say can take it away.
I woke up from bed and the first thing I could think about was the silence that was my company throughout the night. Everything around me seemed frozen except time. Time never freezes.
I regret the things I didn't get to say to you yesterday. I know it's stupid how much I cannot stand to be apart from you already but it comes as naturally as the human heart beating.
Every time I glance outside and see how beautiful the day turned out to be, I wish I was out there with you.
I am back where I started. This slow agonizing torture from the silence is eating me alive.
