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Friday, December 10, 2010

Third Time's A Charm

Music: If I Die Young - The Band Perry

You'd be glad to know that last night was the first and last time I've cried throughout this entire semester.

There's always gonna be that connection. Then how can you so easily ignore it? If there's always gonna be that connection, doesn't that say something to you? Perhaps not.

I wished you would've just held me and told me you loved me instead of asking me what we should do now. I don't have the answers to any of our complications. I'm not blaming you entirely; maybe you're confused and maybe I'm confused.

But everything's said and done and I'm sitting in the middle of a messy living room, littered with attempts at studying because admittedly, this week is much more important than you and I put together.

And then life goes on, and you'll just be another piece of my past that seems to never let me go no matter how hard I grapple with it. You've made this town a permanent haunting because every street I cross or coffee shop I sit in will be stained with the moment I once shared with you.

You knew damn well who you were breaking.