Alright I know. I'm working on the cheeks too :(
I've been really impressed with myself lately. I've been at the top of my game this week. Going to all of my classes and actually paying attention in them, sometimes with participation even.
Today was crazy hectic for me. I was up for my 9am and the pounded through the day, hour after hour. From writing articles to surviving a tough lab and finally doing sorority activities. I guess you just gotta do it in autopilot mode sometimes, just to make it through and feel amazing about your self right before you sleep at night.
I've been thinking of taking on more challenging roles next year. Maybe stepping up for a couple of associate positions in the sorority or at least bigger responsibilities in my reporting gig. I feel like it would be such great experience and what's there to lose right? (besides your sanity and sleep, possibly)
I guess I have my immediate summer plans figured out. A couple of months off for me to go home and see some of them faces I've been missing and then back here to get ready for school again. Sounds like a tight plan. This year's gonna be great.
My lab TA called me by my pet name (Addie) and it took me by surprise. I guess we've conversed once or twice about the subject but I wouldn't say that we're close enough for him to even know to call me Addie instead of full out Adelina. Maybe it was the lack of sleep he was getting. Either way, it's weird and I really don't wanna admit this, but kinda cute too. (okay, gape and yell at me now!)
Survived through mid-week. Hopefully the next 2 days will be bearable.
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Maybe you and I, we're just casual, simple and boring.
Maybe I'm bored or just fed up. Maybe we're both feeling the same way. No more sparks, energy or excitement. It's becoming somewhat sedentary and friendly. I say that with disdain.
Time to move on? Well, I'm not settling for mediocrity. Like I said, I constantly need you to keep me on my feet and right now, there's nothing. So yes, quite possibly, I could be over this.
Maybe you and I, we're just casual, simple and boring.
Maybe I'm bored or just fed up. Maybe we're both feeling the same way. No more sparks, energy or excitement. It's becoming somewhat sedentary and friendly. I say that with disdain.
Time to move on? Well, I'm not settling for mediocrity. Like I said, I constantly need you to keep me on my feet and right now, there's nothing. So yes, quite possibly, I could be over this.