Music: The One That Got Away - Katy Perry
I hate how life has been significantly getting harder here.
I mean, I still love this town and this school, but just my workload and responsibilities has grown so much that it's so easy for me to just want to give up. It's so frustrating when I'm constantly so tired and there's this long list of work for me to finish. I can't seem to divide my time up equally or get my priorities straight.
I will pay hard for this, I can just feel it.
Other than that, I hate not being able to work for a while. I feel so deprived and solely dependent on my parents. That just bugs me so much. I love my independence and not having to care about anyone else but myself. That amount of selfishness is just vital for me to keep my sanity.
I've been doing some really dumb things lately, naturally. Nights have been a black top blur and a bunch of drama over the weekends. Oh the sins of my youth. I'm always telling myself I'm gonna stop but I do it all over again, every time.
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I have to extra careful about what I post on here now. Sigh. Why did I have to be so careless?!
