I'm tired and broken but more than ever, I'm sorry.
If there's one thing about us that I'll always remember is the day I found out what you've done and how painful it was for me to walk back to your apartment only to hear the same old apologies over and over again. I kept saying to myself that those were only words and words were close to nothing.
But I find myself tonight in the same exact position you were in. Helpless and crying, hoping that if there is a God, He would not put me through this. It feels like I'm fighting a losing battle.
I just wish we could turn back time, just a little bit and erase the mistakes we've so foolishly made. I can't help but hold on to the smiles that we've had. Those little moments that we've crafted, that came so naturally and that are worth so much more.
I want to promise you that I never want to see you sad that way ever again. I want to tell you that I'm gonna try everything within my power to make us work because I love you this much and there are a million and one other little things that I want to talk to you about and laugh with you about.
I wanted you to know that I still get the little flutters inside me every time I get to see you on Skype for the first time in a day. There are so many things I'm proud of you for and I can't be happier cos I get to call you mine.
Don't give up on me, baby.
