Music: Someone Like You - Tyler Ward cover
If my mascara runs down my face one more time today, swear to God, I will break something.
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Are we done now? Are we done fighting and ignoring each other now? Pretending like we don't care and that we don't wonder how each other's doing?
Are we done being immature now? Can I call you now? Can you be in my life again?
Are we done playing who cares less now? I wanna bet that you care just as much as I do.
Does it kill you inside to be walking into the same lecture hall filled with 200 people and wonder where I am? Do you wonder over the weekends what I'm up to? Who I'm with? Who I'm going home with? Or who I'm texting?
Because I'm done with this stupid way of breaking up. I'm done missing you. I don't wanna go to sleep with a million questions in my head and waking up to having none of them answered. It's eating me alive and damn, do I put up a good front but in the solitude of my room and the walls, I'm crumble into a million little pieces.
So tell me, are we done?
I know we were nothing close to ideal, much less perfect but don't you miss the glimpses of times when we had that possibility.
If you've ever missed me or wondered at all, just tell me so I don't have to feel like I'm alone in this.
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She stood in the middle of the green quad, indistinct distant chatters surrounded her. It was a partly sunny day and leaves from the trees fell around her like confetti as fall was enveloping them.
She had her eyes fixated on her shoes. He was getting impatient, clutching onto his backpack and looking annoyingly at her. She had no idea what to say to him except for how she'd wish she could just freeze time and keep them there that way for as long as possible.
He finally broke the silence.
"I'd have to admit, that yes, I've been seeing other people, and yes, I've slept with them." he said plainly.
"So are we done for good?"
"Yes, we're done. Leave me alone."
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It's a whirlwind out there. It's a whirlwind in here.
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Someone please just take my heart away from me cos I can't deal with it anymore.
