Music: Sweet Disposition - The Temper Trap
There is an odd relieve when I hear my heart race from things that bother me. Though it is unhealthy and obviously, detrimental, the cause of this feeling, I like the way I feel inside.
It's like a jump start for my tiny heart. The way it suddenly pulses and I feel my blood rush to my fingertips again.
I am not making sense. I can't remove this permanent frown.
Is it that obvious when I am feeling sad? I've realized as well that I will stop using euphemisms for feeling sad.
I am sad. It is indescribable.
Just sad.
