Music: My Beautiful Rescue - This Providence
How many times can be cut open until you run dry of feelings?
I'm feeling that constant ache. The one that comes deep from your gut and spreads like virus throughout your entire body.
I can't cry. I can't scream. I can't sleep. I can't think. I feel like a corpse walking among the living and I wanna be alive again. I hate this. I hate this helplessness.
This sadness just resonates and engulfs my entire being.
I can't put it in any other words. I'm just so sad.
